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A Journey Through EMDR, Trauma, and the Will to Heal
By Zebulon Thomas
Out of Fight or Flight is a trauma-informed memoir written inside real EMDR therapy β not after healing was finished.
Each chapter reflects what trauma recovery feels like in real time: body memories surfacing without warning, protectors stepping in, resistance, emotional release, and moments of integration that arrive quietly and leave lasting change.
This is not a therapistβs account.
It is not a guidebook.
It is not a promise of transformation.
It is a lived record β told from the clientβs perspective β of what it means to return to the memories the nervous system learned to flee, and to stay present long enough for healing to begin.
The book moves session by session through experiences often left unnamed: childhood violence, fear carried in silence, emotional suppression, dissociation, and the long road back to safety and self-trust.
While Out of Fight or Flight supports Zebulonβs speaking work by offering deeper context, its message is simple and human:
Healing does not require perfection.
It requires safety, honesty, and time.
The story always begins in the room β grounded, present, and real.
π Written from inside real EMDR therapy, not after recovery was complete
π Offers a rare view of complex PTSD healing as it actually unfolds
π Trauma-informed by design β no shock value, no glamorized pain
π Honors the bodyβs experience, not just cognitive insight
π Bridges lived experience with clinical accuracy and emotional truth
This book was written for:
π Trauma survivors looking for language, validation, and safety
π Counselors and therapists who want to understand what EMDR feels like from the clientβs chair
π Loved ones seeking to better understand complex trauma and nervous system survival
It meets readers where they are β whether they are still surviving, just beginning to feel, or learning how to name what happened.
π EMDR therapy as a path to nervous system regulation
π Complex PTSD and emotional flashbacks
π Childhood abuse and survival adaptations
π Dissociation and protective parts
π Somatic memory and body-based trauma
π Safe-place imagery, grounding, and integration
π Faith, therapy, and the rebuilding of trust
We all carry things we were never meant to hold alone.
Out of Fight or Flight tells the story of what happens when a trauma survivor stops running from memory β and discovers that the truth doesnβt destroy you.
It frees you.
βIβve never read a trauma memoir that felt so real, so safe, and so needed. I finally feel seen.β
β Anna R.
βThis book put words to things Iβve carried my whole life. It didnβt just tell the truth β it gave me permission to begin healing.β
β Jason M.
βI still canβt believe how much the author lived through β and yet every page holds strength, not just survival. This book moved me to start looking for my own EMDR therapist. When the healing gets hard, I already know Iβll come back to the Echoes chapters. They feel like a hand reaching back for me.β
β Lauren S.
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Hardcover | Paperback
ISBN-13 (Hardcover): 979-8288269394
ISBN-13 (Paperback): 979-8289511409
*If you are here, you are welcome.
This book does not ask you to perform your healing β only to arrive.*